Convicted PangShi jesuit Douglas husband was forced to "let......" Almost a year ago, his wife is a "terrible nightmare" destruction, located in north Carolina prison he, he told ABC news "Barbara walters when accepting a reporter to interview.
Although he said he "and" the angry man he cheated the billions of dollars, he is how to adapt to the pace of life in prison, even in 73 years, to live, he is troubled anger and his own family in the storm.
"Didn't see my family know they hate me" is in prison the worst of it, he said. "I betrayed them."
When asked about his hope his grandson said, he said, there is no obvious emotions, "I'm sorry they cause pain."
Sitting opposite of walters after two hours of talks in butler, NC, October 14 federal correctional complex, Randolph often seems to be horses as far as possible to feel no pain trying to, himself.
A conversation did not take pictures, because the camera is not is allowed to enter the prison and horse Randolph interview.
Horses, "he said of his time by reading, recently completed a book about Wall Street robber barons book.
Run of more than $60 billion in PangShi scam "people have held six, seven different work, in a prison, he said, his $170 a month.
He said he was relieved, from DuoNian fear, he will find a scam, finally overcome the suicidal thoughts. The whole interview again and again, he told walters said he committed crimes, put him in jail, and said: "I should be punished, I should go to jail."
"I think of more than the outside the safety in here," said Steve Douglas. "The day, my people to talk to, and no decided to let... I know. I'll die in prison, I live in fear of my life in the last 20 years, and now I have no fear-not, because I think. No longer control of his life."
Randolph estranged wife horse
Although horse in prison Randolph-young prisoners search for all the wrong reasons, he, he said-his family situation much more complicated.
He has not talked about, and his wife, Ruth Douglas husband, after their son, mark doffer, on dec. 11, 2010, the suicide. Mark horse Randolph's widow, Stephanie horse Randolph mike, told ABC news, she think Douglas husband for her son's death is responsible, "I spit on his face," if she has seen his again.
Randolph horse tell walters, his wife a week in prison visit him every day and they speak on mobile phones. In order to visit Butner, numerical control, Ruth Douglas husband will drive alone 12 hours, in a motel for the night, drove 12 hours back to Florida, this is her efforts.
But their son committed suicide, both the husband and wife have a kind of emotion in the prison's last meeting in rose Douglas husband "will I let her go, I understand," said Steve Douglas.
"Rose no communication is the hardest thing to do," he added. "Rose don't hate me, she has no one, this is not fair to her, she lost her first son...... she is a good wife and don't care about money."
Randolph horse tell walters, he have not reached since the last meeting, his wife.
The horse to the client of the Randolph anger: "I can stand"
He seems to have a horse less anxiety, to his massive fraud victims.
"I understood why the customer hate me," he said. "Gravy train is I can bear.
"The general people think I'm rob widows and orphans, he added." "I have the money people rich."
Randolph are considering suicide horse, is "lucky is still sensible"
Randolph said horse, he remained in prison is his sense of humor, sometimes he was surprised to find yourself a smiling face.
He is "lucky is still sensible," he added.
In the four months, he spent in jail in New York, Douglas husband said, "he is a suicide watch. He thinks, suicide, but he "didn't have enough courage to do" time.
Earlier, 2008 Christmas Eve, Douglas husband and his wife is obviously bad a suicide horse Randolph billions of dollars fraud was soon after exposure, Ruth Douglas husband told CBS '" 60 minutes ", in a separate interview. The couple had tried to kill himself after waking up in the morning with pills, she said.
Douglas husband said, "rose" I noticed we, he spent. "This is very impulse, I'm glad we wake up."
Randolph horse tell walters, he no longer have attempted suicide, but prison officials still ask him every day, he said.
Randolph horse and spend a lot of time, a prison psychologists, had told him, he had to cope with "compartmentalizing" they DuoNian to and his problems, he still do not, he added.
"This young woman has been I'm alive," he said.




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